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[May. 6th, 2009|03:00 pm] |
i watched a man shave his balls...let me back up, i was in vegas...
so, where'd the last 4 years of my life go?
hmm.
all done. took my last final today
done. done. done.
finished my internship thursday, they bought me a cake and a card. i was flattered.
incredible experience, i'm going to miss it.
could care less about graduation, fucking parents.
16th. don't care don't care don't care.
and most importantly, "it's alcoholism now" |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2009|12:35 pm] |
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senate tonight. yippee. can't wait. it's like prom. but more pointless. super. |
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[Mar. 4th, 2009|11:43 pm] |
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school's winding down. not cool. not ready. not so much this as i'm kinda nervous about the job market. :-/ the whole economy thing sucking. yeah. today i find out Clint Lowery of Sevendust is doing to shows in Mass in april one in lowell on the 8th and one in boston on the 14th after a sevendust show :-) :-) :-) i'm giddy again. i can't wait.
i've been starting to come home everyother weeked to work. 3:30-10 on friday and 7a-10p on saturday. lame. and i'm still broke. so i'll be around those saturday nights cause i don't work sunday. so you know, anyone who's around. i'll be around every other weekend.
i'm interning again in hartford, working with the central intake unit. they're the ones that put all the out coming parolees into the "casenotes" system so parole officers can access it. yeah blah blah don't wanna explain it.
i got nothing. hopefully the next time i post i'll have seen sevendust twice and clint at 3 shows.
word.
l8er
dave
oh yeah. it's my birfday friday and kait's saturday. happy birfday. yo. |
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[Dec. 13th, 2008|03:01 pm] |
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going to mudvayne and 10 years with leigh and cuddy tonight. on january 5th, leigh and i are going to hardrock in boston to see clint lowery's solo acoustic show. i'm stoaked. yes i said stoaked.
i haven't seen mudvayne in forever, so tonight should be awesome. i'm pumped and 10 years puts on an awesome show.
just dropped $350 like an hour ago to fix my brakes. they were fucked. atleast now i'll feel safe when driving instead of wondering when the grindy noise was going to result in my death or the death of a small child.
my semester's pretty much over, i have to hand in some essays on tuesday, but i'm essentially done. kinda scary, almost time to grow up. 3 classes to go next semester and an intership at the hamden county correctional center in ludlow as an institutional parole officer intern. i decided at the end of the summer that i want to be a parole officer, people always ask me if i want to be a cop. no. no i don't. come may i'll have to be an adult for real. i've done enough growing up in the passed few years, what's a little more? Leigh and I are getting a place shortly after this school year ends probably be a little bit because of solidifying a job (crossing finers) and hopefully have some idea where i'll be, probably out hereish somewhere. i hope cuddy lives with us, that'd be fuckin' sweet.
so dave lee had to go and get engaged. bastard. i'm kidding, congrats my friend. makes you think about your own life for a bit, he's younger than me, so it makes me feel old, like i'm that 30 year old who's single and should settle down already. i'll be 22 soon, i mean that's young, but it's kinda old too, ya know? i dunno, i'm babbling, mostly because it's time to be an adult full time. and as much as i said through out college i just want my degree and to leave, i'm kinda want to stay. college is cool, but i'm done with school. |
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[Oct. 24th, 2008|09:43 pm] |
hello all. it's been a long long time. filled out my absentee ballot. very exciting. i know. really, amazing.
11 days til the election
2004 days since "mission accomplished"
4047+ deaths since mission accomplished
4186+ american deaths in iraq
11's looking real good.
go fucking vote. |
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[Jul. 5th, 2008|11:04 pm] |
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| | 10 years - dying youth | ] |
So, the summer. It's kind of a mixed feeling about summer. i enjoy the weather for the most part. But, i hate my job. i enjoy the one i do for free in CT at the parole office, it's been an awesome experience. but my job gets worse and worse every time i go back. it's like i get amnesia and say, hey alright! work! then it hits me, oh yeah, fuck this place. i used to just hate the work and all that, but it's really the people i work with. I'm a shift leader and the other 3 shift leaders are USELESS. one even has the stones to tell me what to do when she's standing around with her thumb in her ass. My attitude is nothing to be desired, but i do my job and i'm fair. working for the parole office has been awesome, i've only done a couple days of bitch work. The rest have been shadowing officers and going out a bit into the field. My first day i got to go to this training complex where it was all situational training and quick decision making. then i shadowed another officer while his parolees reported to him. i've seen several people get "remanded into custody" which is essentially when the PO decides to arrest the guy/girl for violation of parole terms. i got to help escort a few down to the transport car and help stop traffic. i've worked a few days with this woman Stephan...some italian last night. she's this no bullshit black lady who's like 40 but looks 30. she's black to it's pronounced steff-on, kinda like stephan urkel. she's the shit, doesn't take anyone's shit and is an amazing teacher. she's a correctional counselor but covers reporting when a PO is unavailable. i've been on home investigations, which is when someone is set for parole, they need to find a sponsor, usually a friend or relative, to live with, and this one officer has to go do an investigation of the home and approve it or deny it. they let me use the metal detector wands on the guys/girls coming in. one day i got to sit it on 10 parole hearings. i've also had to monitor some urine tests. law in CT that all reporting to PO's have to take a mandatory urine test. not glamorous, but it comes with the territory. everyone there has been awesome to me, and treats me like i'm in training, not an intern. CT po's get their own car too, so that's something to think about. we'll see though! awesome awesome experience.
so, i'd like to move out of here when i graduate. hopefully somewhere south of worcester, it's a lot cheaper out there than near boston. but it's all depends on where i get a job. i'd like to live w/ leigh and hopefully maybe cuddy and his g/f and possibily a 5th/6th roommate. nice 3 room apt/house for rent, there are some decent places out there at reasonable prices. that's a year away, remains to be seen, but i'm still gonna be excited about it.
so...how's everybody doin'?
l8er
dave |
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[Jun. 9th, 2008|02:17 am] |
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Well, hasn't quite been the summer i was hoping it'd turn out to be. Leigh's visited a few times, which is sweet cause the drive from here to westerfuckingmass is like forever. went to my buddy ken's grad party in south hadley. hysterical kid. too bad he's leaving. Finally went through- start wednesday just wednesdays and thursdays for the rest of the summer i'll be interning for the Connecticut Department of Corrections Parole Division. i'm pretty exctied cause well, as you all know, i hate my job. Though i won't be getting paid, i'm so pumped. The guy who's kind of in charge of me basically said to wear jeans on my first day, so hopefully i'll get to go on an arrest or something. something cool. just hope i don't get thrown into shit i know nothing about, cause i'm not exactly a parole expert. we'll see. I'll be in Hartford which is a hike, but wednesday night i can either stay at leigh's, my buddy eric's, or my parents have friends like 5 miles from hartford, which would be key. If this was paid i'd try to get 40 Hrs a week and an apartment out there somewhere. medway's not cutting it. i just want a fucking real job and a real apartment. hopefully i can make a good enough impression that i can get hired as a trainee after college. fingers crossed.
l8er
dave |
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[May. 21st, 2008|04:05 pm] |
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| | 10 years - drug of choice | ] |
new 10 years cd came out the day i got back from school. pretty sweet. this summer should be a good one. cuddy's place w/ a 30 rack on the cul de sac. i'm looking forward to it.
should be a good summer.
looking forward to it.
l8er
dave |
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[Apr. 20th, 2008|01:58 am] |
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| | speak no evil - some fucking song i dont knwo the name of | ] |
spring weekend this weekend aka- prison at wsc. fucking so stupid, security is no different any other time, why now? fuck this school. friday was cool, we had a comedian "josh sneed" pretty good comedian. today (saturday) kinda blew, beer tent $1 beers. sweet. entertainment sucked. we had howie day headline, and i was slightly interested in seeing him live, but he was totally not into the crowd. and his music is such crap. he's all pedals. i can't stand when people do that, just play your instruments and be talented yourself. he sucked, he wasn't engaged at all. so, tonight, the 19th, was a sevendust concert in NH that i asked my buddy cuddy to attend with me. and he was hesitant cause he was going to go visit his ex, then this other girl came along. which i could understand, but we've seen sevendust together before so i figured it was going to happen. but he makes plans with this new girl after i asked him to sevendust and can't even tell me he doesn't want to go to the concert with me. which everything would've been cool if he just grew the balls and told me instead of telling my girlfriend he didn't want to go, assuming she was going to tell me. i just think it's bullshit, giving the impression he was going to hang out tonight and lastnight, but punking out instead and seeing her. i understand, it's a new chick and he's excited, but what the hell. i'd do anything for the kid and he pulls this shit? bros before hoes, funny shit.
l8er
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[Mar. 5th, 2008|12:08 pm] |
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in less than 12 hrs i will legally be able to kill babies.
and drink.
i'm excited. |
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[Jan. 31st, 2008|08:38 pm] |
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| | 10 years - Beautiful. | ] |
Happy. :-D |
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[Jan. 16th, 2008|08:51 pm] |
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i wouldn't mind staying here a bit longer. i'd also like to see some people back at school, one in particular. time to smile again. it's a liberating feeling to wake up one day and not give a shit anymore. 2008 is going to be a good year. come this semester i don't have to worry anymore. i don't have to think about it anymore. come this semester, comes closure. time to pick up the pieces and move on with my life. i've wasted so much time this passed year, hell, highschool up until now has been completely useless and a waste of time, and if i could, i'd take it all back.
i miss my sister. she lives in florida,. i feel like i say that a lot.
annie's in town! i picked her up from the airport. we hung out a bit, got some food and saw i am legend. i liked it. not much to do in medway. she got stuck at my house 9-6 tuesday cause i was at work all day, heh, sorry. though we didn't do a ton, it was still great to see her. she's like everyone's best friend, and we all missed her terribly.
l8er
dave |
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[Jan. 3rd, 2008|11:20 pm] |
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| | Damone - out of my way | ] |
oh please, give me a break. give me a break! what the fuck were you thinking? certainly wasn't clearly. looking to see if you could control my emotions still? how about this one, FUCK YOU. oh man.
how was new years?
mine was mediocre, which sucks case i spent an entire tank of gas driving to NY to party with my friends. the one person i wanted to spend time with didn't give me the time of day. which was kind of a shock. crappy night. we had some...words. anyways, i've got a ton of beer left over which is sweet. it's funny, i feel like i can't spend any time with my other friend cause her boy friend isn't a fan of me. i'm not interested in her. insecure dick.
so, i was only supposed to work a half day today, 7-1230, and done. then this kid called in and i took his 5-10pm shift aswell, split shift, whatever. then the kid had the balls to show up at like 830 to get another kid who works with me. what the fuck? seriously, what the hell? who does that? fucking asshole. i told him what was on my mind. why would you do that? work's actually not bad this break, i usually hate the world after a few days back, but it's not bad. i mean i don't love it, but i don't hate waking up in the morning anymore. so i dunno, i want to stay home for a little while longer than i'm supposed to. is that weird? i was watching a little bit of the movie "rookie of the year" tonight, and i think the first baseman for the cubs is the Janitor, from Scrubs...yep, IMDB says he was "okie". i'm cool.
annie's coming soonish!
l8er
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[Dec. 29th, 2007|12:16 pm] |
so i've been home since the tuesday before xmas. yea, started working again last sunday. i'm actually glad and still glad to be home. i found out that murph's attempt at hippism failed miserably and i no longer need to eat twice the meat. which is good and bad.
i can't wait for this year to end. 2007 sucked expect for my sister's wedding and the world series. two of my friends died within like 3 months of each other. that's fucked up. i also can't wait for this year to end because i'm going to NY to see my friend from school and we're getting this club place, not like a thump thump eurotrash club, but like some place in her town that only those townspeople can rent out, so we got it and it's gonna be epic. it will be epic! yea, i don't feel like typing too much more, so yea.
l8er
dave |
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[Dec. 14th, 2007|12:32 am] |
www.whopperfreakout.com
"we accomplished what we set out to prove, that the whopper is america's favorite burger"
no no no, you've accomplished that america is full of fat fucking assholes who A) can't take a joke and B) that are further proving the stereotype that all americans are fat fucking slobs who are dependent on that food.
oh, and contrary to that video- the whopper fucking blows.
welcome to america. |
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[Dec. 10th, 2007|12:38 am] |
i think i'm losing my mind. well, i think i needed to have it in the first place to lose it. i need to take care of myself more. physically and mentally. i miss my friends from home. i need to hang out w/ Dave, Al, and Murph. i want to see Michelle and Kait, and my dear Annie, she's got this magical healing power. or maybe you just miss her so much just seeing her for a min makes you realize how much you miss her and forget about all the meaningless trivial bullshit. hmmm, my apartment mate isn't back yet. he was only supposed to work until 8, about 45 mins away. where does he think he is?! i'm worried sick about him. not really, but i do wonder where he is. he got this apartment cause he was selected to be an RA here, and asked me to be one of his roomies, which i was hesitant about at first, i really wanted to live with my buddy's downstairs, but i realize living with him instead was a much much better choice. It's quiet here, it's cleaner, there's no bullshit. and he loves to cook, which is a wicked bonus. i don't know what i want. it's been a good and bad semester. i dunno. i never feel like i'm right to be able to complain. people have it way worse than me, "wah, 20 year old middle class kid who doesn't know what he wants, wahhh" yeeaaaahhh! maybe home for a month will be fun/useful. whatever, i'm just tired and kinda stressed, the amount of time i've spent sitting in this fucking chair is killing my back. i think i'm gonna play some video games before bed.
l8er
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[Dec. 3rd, 2007|04:26 pm] |
Hands, like secrets, are the hardest thing to keep from you
Lines and phrases, like knives, your words can cut me through
Dismantle me down, repair
You dismantle me
You dismantle me
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[Nov. 28th, 2007|08:09 pm] |
hmm. so, i've been waiting around for a mudvayne record for a while. they've been "working" on it for a while. funny, the words "working" and "writing/recording" are two totally different things. the name of the album is "By the People, For the People" thinking ok, yea, so they named it that because they respect their fans and are inspired by them. no. no. no....no. it's called that because they made an album of songs that people have picked out that mudvayne has already released, except they're demo versions or live versions or rare songs. i wasn't aware of this. i heard "new mudvayne album coming soon, listen to this new song!" and yes, it was a new song. that's the only fucking one though. i've been a huge mudvayne fan for some years now. but i say this with all my heart, suck my dick mudvayne. and fuck hell yeah(chad and greg's other band) who probably has taken away from writing an actual album that isn't a bunch of shit i already fucking bought. you fucking cock mongers. i'm really pissed. like. wow. what the hell. i'm a big fan of them, much talent within the band. but what the fuck, just say you're taking a break so you can focus your time on lesser shit. don't fuck with the people who have bought your records and bought tickets to your shows for years.
so anyways. how was turkey day? i went to florida. it was warm. i went and visited my sister, laura. missed her like woah. excellent seeing her. haven't seen her since like september. cause she, you know, moved to florida. got a sweet week of work ahead of me, funny how everything is due all at once. for every class.
my friend, kyla asked me today if i wanted to go to some new years party in NY at some club thing that's near where she lives, you can rent it out and stuff, it's part of her community and only people from her town can rent it out, so it should be pretty sweet. don't know what to expect, hopefully it'll be pretty laid back, cause i don't want to be drunk and have to think about stuff.
got the "new" anberlin cd, it's a bunch of acoustic versions and b-sides and covers, not too bad, got a t-shirt with the order, so i guess it's worth it.
meh, not much going on. hope everyone is doing well. well, most everyone. see you sometime.
-dave |
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[Nov. 18th, 2007|05:18 pm] |
this weekend i went home to work.
on my lunch break i went to mcdonalds.
i got 2 double cheese burgers.
1 for me.
1 to make up for murph.
thanks murph, i'm going to die quicker now. |
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